In critical need of relationship advice...?

You sound WAY too needy and demanding. He had no choice but to let you go. You can love someone but not be able to tolerate their "issues". You've got a lot of issues. If you had any sense at all you'd apologize and promise to get a life so that you aren't so dependent on him to lift you up every minute of every day. Seriously, I'm sorry, but he sounds normal, you sound very, very needy and demanding and frankly, selfish. Where was your concern for his feelings in all this?